It has been a very nice weekend, a long weekend! I keep forgetting that I have tomorrow off. Carly left today. I drove her to the airport and she is on the plane as I write this. I hope she has a safe flight. It was so nice to have her here for the whole week while Brett was working. We had fun even if I was a party pooper at night and went to bed early. It was good to have my mind off of things. Losing your baby is one of the hardest things anyone has to go through and I never imagined that this would happen to us, but it did and we are dealing with it day by day.
I'm starting to finally feel like things are getting better, the anxiety that I have had is getting better and I know that I have not done anything wrong. Now I'm just trying to find things to keep me busy now! I'm really excited because Brett might be going to days which would be so nice to have him around at night. We could have a normal life. It has been three years since he went to nights, so I didn't have much time to get use to him being around at nights. Just keep your fingers crossed that the switch goes through!
My mom comes this weekend. I'm so looking forward to her visit! Hopefully it will be a nice weekend and not like this weekend. I need the sun!!!!
I hope everyone has a Happy Memorial Day!!
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