After going back and forth on if I wanted to go to my support group I decided to go. I'm happy that I went. I know that I always feel better going. I think that it is the anxiety leading up to it that gets me. It's a safe place for me where I can talk and people know exactly what I'm going through. I also have to remind myself that it hasn't even been a year since we lost Connor. Its ok to be where I am in my grieving process. I definitely have my good days, but then there are those bad days I'm still having, not as bad as they use to be so that is hope that it is going to get better.
On another note I'm looking forward to the weekend! Its going to be a nice long weekend! Tonight I work till 600ish so I think that we will just hang out at home. On Sunday we will be heading up to Boston bright and early for my Brother's Sectional Swim Meet. Depending on the weather and how tired we are we might stay after and walk around Boston. Brett has never been and with it being Valentines Day I think that it would be a nice thing to do! I'm going to enjoy Monday and just relax!!! This is the last long weekend until May! But I'm taking one of my vacation weeks in April. So I have that to look forward to!
I'm so proud of myself that I have wrote a multiple posts in the last day or so. Its funny how I can go weeks without writing but then go to town with writing them in one day. One of my 2010 Resolutions was to blog more. I'm trying to get into it more! I'm hoping that I will have more to blog about as the year goes on!
I hope you all have a great weekend!
Love,
Erika
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